Black_Christian

  Hi, Whew! It’s my 23rd For me, it’s the best moment of reflection  This past year has been the toughest and somewhat unfolding to be a really good year.  One of the good victories. It’s been super hard and I do not like to say that I don’t share the tough times because sometimes, I feel what would the other person do? In the past year, I have lost people, both to nothingness and to death.  I have also met people and truly, I haven’t done much to nurture those friendships. I guess one can say I have those old walls from years ago back up again. I find myself in a state of hoarding myself from people and ultimately hoarding love. And if you know me well, at least enough, you would know that I used to be such a great sucker for love in all of its forms and patterns. Prior to this day, I had zero plans for my birthday  Zero excitement, zero sadness  I had been in a state of numbness, I wasn’t feeling anything. For the most part, most of the greatest forms of ...